Fly High ~Ayumi Hamasaki

hanarerarezuni ita yo zutto atto
minareteru keshiki ga atta kara

itsuka mata kono basho he kute mo
onaji sora o onaji you ni mite
kanashii to ieru no kato
boku ha kangae sugita no kamo shirenai
sukoshi no nemuri ni tsuite mata ashita isogou

kowagatte fumi dasezuni iru ippo ga
kasanatte isukara ka nagaku nagai
michi ni natte te okure ni nattarishite
sono uchi ni nani to naku ima no basho mo
warukunai kamo nante omoidashite
nani to ka jibun ni riyuu tsuketarishita

HONTO hanetatta no ichido mo rikai shinai mama de
subete ga wakatta FURI o shite itanda ne

hanarerarezuni ita yo zutto
minareteru keshiki ga atta kara

nani daka subete ga chippoke de
chiisana katamari ni mieta no ha
aoida sora ga amari ni hatenaku
hiro sugita kara datta no kamo shirenai
kimo no tonari ni itakara kamo shirenai

atama de ha wakatteru tsumori demo ne
sure chigau doko ka no dare ka no koto
furikaette nagamete ha urayandari

nai mono ne dari o itsu made tsudzukete ikun darou
sou omoeta no ha kimi ni deatta kara desho

subete ha kitto kono te ni aru
koko ni yume ha oiteikenai
subete ha kitto kono te ni aru
kimerareta mirai mo iranai

subete ha kitto kono te ni aru
ugokanakya ugokasenai kedo
subete ha kitto kono te ni aru
hajimenakya hajimaranai kara

Still Alone ~Ayumi Hamasaki

Kimi wa ima doko wo aruite
Nani wo mitsumeteru no?
Itsuka hanashite kureta yume
Oitsuzukete iru no?

Mirai wo kataru yokogao
Totemo suki datta kara

Sono yume mamotte yuku tame ni wa
Atashi ga icha ikenakatta

Kimi wa itsumo konn basho de
Konna keshiki wo mite
Dore kurai no fuan to mayoi to
Tatakatteta no?

Hitori ni natte hajimete
Wakaru koto ga ookute

Kono te wo hanasazu ni ireba
Doko made demo yukeru ki ga shita

Onaji michi aruite yuku to
Utagau koto mo naku shinjita

Doushite sonna noni atashi wa...

Dakedo atashi wa

Yakusoku wa oboete iru no
Wasureta hi wa nai no

Disclaimer: The opinions expressed in this blog are my own...They don't neccessarily reflect those of other woman/men...I am not a femenist in any means....If you on the other hand possibly offened by my blog I do not care in fact I'm happy...because it is forcing you to look at something and think!...

I know many ppl..and as such have encountered many opinions on sex,society, and even religion....So I've desided to make this weeks blog my personal take on things...

SEX!

We all know what sex is....But now a days it is viewed as something digusting something dirty adn underground...or if you will a free for all....Now I'm kinda old fashioned myself... and am left thinking and wondering what the hell ever happened to 2 ppl loving and caring for each other and expressing it through sexual intercourse...does this still exsist? From what I've encountered monogamy has been completely throwen out the window....Everyone is fucking everyone...insest,beastality,prositution,"hooking up"....yet no one cares what this is doing to the next generation...My little brother is already thinking sex is just that sex get girl wet get guy hard and hump each others brains out...where is the romance? Where is the love? I think it is completely aweful....Most ppl don't even prefer a monogamous relationship they prefer it open where each other can fuck other ppl and ect... Be it to me to say it is wrong...but it just doesn't seem right to me...I know personally myself if I was in a open relationship I wouldn't enjoy sex as much I wouldn't feel love I wouldn't feel those ties that being in a monogamous relationship brings....And with all this sex..it is leaking out everywhere...fashion..media..cartoons..communications...everywhere I turn I see sex this sex that..I'm so desensitived by it that I can now watch porn and not get turned on...I just watch and nothing...not wet...nto left thinking I'd like to try that with a certain person..nothing...I can see a naked man and most times it doesn't do anything for me...(although it is nice to see a hard cock)but you have to wonder if this is happening to me it is probably happening to other ppl and if so what is going to come of the next generations of children?And with all this sex everywhere sexual preditors are on the increase it seems no one is really safe from anything anymore....

SOCIETY!

Ok I'm laying this down once and for all....SOCIETY IS A FUCKIN CROCK OF BULLSHIT!!...it is full of double standards and contradictions...who ever creating the society we live in should be stranggled...all this sex,violence,ect...is nothing sacred...I find myself wondering what my younger brother will have to encounter and deal with when he goes to highschool....Society says you can't have sex till ur 14 but here is the catch you can't have sex with someone a day older then 16...then when your 16 now you can go out and fuck a 56 year old...like does anyone see this...this makes no sense...I know when I was 16 out school was just teaching us about STD's and AIDS...and everyone knows about pergnancy...but when I was 16 we were learning what having a baby brings...we had to make a egg baby...ect...it was hard work...real eye opener even tho it a egg...It sickens me that ppl  as young as 16 can now legally have sex with anyone any age...I'm only 21 but at least I know what sex can do to a person what it brings and it can cause and the responisibly it can bring...at 16 you don't understand that fully...then there is the double standard on which most of society is still to this day based on....woman have always been viewed as not very sexual beings...but through some extensive research I've done it seems to be the other way around...but yet..even tho many ppl now no this...woman are still forced into submissive...EXAMPLE...man gets horny goes out gets laid...none says a thing woman does the same thing she is now called a slut, whore, hussie, dirty...ect...it is wrong for a female to act on her sexual desires but it is just fine for men to do so...although I believe that there is too much sex in or world  it still is un just...I'm a girl and for god sakes be it could happen one day... I'd hate to go make love to some man that I care for and get called names and ect because I choose to be a sexual being...I don't ppl but I think it is very un fair...un just to woman but more so...what about the future of the children some of us have or want to have...

RELIGION!

Now I know some of you aren't religious by any means but just hear me out on this ok?....religious ppl hate to say have the best way to cope with the above stated problems...You see if your religious you would know that god hates fornication and adultry...(Leviticus18:6; Romans 1:26,27; Corinthians 6:9,10; Hebrews 13:4) these are some passages that state what I just said is true...If you are religious you will practice abstinance till you are married..and after your married you practice being chast...this is a healthy way for sex I think...you don't have to have sex all the time to prove your love...Now I'm not all religious but I do believe and put my own spin on it....because you see we can learn from them they don't have to worry about a double standard because they follow what the bible has pointed out as right and wrong...they don't need to worry about getting STD's or AIDS as much because they haven't slept around...see so it does make some practical sense...and you don't have to be religious to hold yourself in such a way...But as always there is a down side...with the way things are going now a days one must wonder if hardly anyone is getting married because they much rather a open relationship..and if one chooses to get married they don't last long...and usually break up or divorse...so if that happens it is still considered a sin...

I don't know ppl....All I can say is self gartification isn't all it is cracked up to being....you still get called names...still get that fucked up double standard..but hey at least you get off in the end and you don't have to worry about STD's And AIDS....^_^....and as for the religion thing I'm kinda there kinda not...I believe in some of it and some I don't....All I can say is if I choose to have sex it is deffinatly going to be with someone I care for and or love...and if I choose to it will only be with that person and no one else..and I completely expect that back from my parneter as well....open relationship my ass this girlie loves the idea of monogamy...sex is meant to be with 2 ppl that love /care for each other...and that is the way it is staying for me...^_^...Anyway yeah there ya go my blog for this week...DON'T LIKE IT I DON'T CARE!!..these are my opinions and my views and as such should be respected ...not saying you have to agree with them...but everyone is entitled to what they think....if you want to talk, disscuse this blog just IM me...^_^...if your a person just wandering around and stummbled on here...don't bother commenting I can't reply to them ...lol...^_^....ok well that is it for this week...you all have a gr8 week...^_^...

TOOTLES...

Kori

hey there...
once again we are here reading this stupid journal that im going to write... lets see what will this journals topic be about??? oh yes i know... the many moods of Kori...

1. Confusion~this happens quite often ^_^'
2. Ditzy~happens way to much but is good^_^
3. Boredom~happens once and a while ^_^'
4. Horny~24/7 ^_^'
5. Affectionate~this only happen once on a blue moon ^_^'
6. Crazy~Everyday ^_^'
7. Lonely~once a month
8. PMS~im lucky I dont get this ^_^
9. Pissed off~Unpredictable ^_^'
10. Sad~only every now and then ^_^
11. Happy~Always ^_^
12. Hyper~This happens when i peak my sugar levels ^_^
13. Hungry~This happens at least once a day ^_^'
14. Spontanious~Never know when that will happen ^_^
15. Corky~*strikes a pose*Yeah see it just happened ^_^
16. Stary Eyed~Happens when I see pretty colours and pics ^_^
17. Artistic~This happens on its own will ^_^' (but bc I may not be artistic everyday and I like to post things everyday you usually get desktop shots or pics of me or something along those lines ^_^')
18. ANIMEted~This is everyday...^_^'
19. Spaced out~Ok so this happens when i daydream ^_^'
20. Spongue~This is me when Im reading anythign or watching TLC or Discovery channel I absorb info like a spongue ^_^

so there ya have it the many moods of Kori now there is many more but those are the most dominate...^_^ some are good some not as good.. but meh..lol... anywaylove ya buh bye!!*blows you a kiss*

~Are you Obsessed with anime?~
*if you answer yes to 3 or more of these you may have a slight obession*


1. Do you focus your chi to the middle of your body then push it down to your feet in hopes that you may be able to fly (DBZ)?


2. Do you act on a daily basis like your favorite anime character?

3. Do you find yourself on a daily/weekly routine of watching your fav. animes?

4. Are you constanly looking for magic balls to grant your wishs?

5. Have you ever fell inlove with a anime character..or had a bit of a crush on one?

6. Do you find yourself after 2 weeks of no anime going crazy?

7. Does drawing fan art consume most of your time while you are supossed to be doing other things?

8. If you are not watching drawing or writing about anime are you thinking about anime?

9. Do you think of ways you can improve your fav animes?

10. Do you talk about anime at least for 30 mins of your day?

Bonus Question.. Do you ever make yourself a character in your fav anime or in a anime you have made up?
*if you have answer yes to 3 or more of these questions you may be obsessed the cure for this is to watch more anime and think about it 20000000 times more then you do now...(or you can just stop watching and thinking about anime but we know this isnt possible)*
Anime is like a drug..it is very addictive and once your hooked the withdrawls can prove most painful and tramatising..
It is ok though there are many ppl like you out there... your not alone... millions of ppl suffer from this very same addiction...and for once you dont have to give it up..as long as you know the real world from anime land...On the other hand i must stress the point that too much of a good thing can be bad..for example...
watching hours of TV will affect your vision.. sitting down for long periods of time not doing anything isnt good for your muscles...so plz if you have a addiction to anime moderateion is the key.. only 12 hours a day... for you other ppl out there that this doesnt apply to 2 hours a day will saffice... the more anime they put on tv the better... call you local tv stations mostly YTV and tell them you are sick of mindless tv and that you have a list of shows you really would like to view... i did this to YTV for 5 months straight....i got what i wanted more new anime..I said i didnt care what anime it was just put more anime on..lol...anyway there you have it.. i answer yes to most questions... it is ok .. im going through withdrawls on the weekend... i cant wait till monday...w00t...